f a t i g u e

Yes. It's that damn word again.

Fatigue.

And I'm suffering from it now. Damnit, I'm sure it is because of me sleeping late everyday.Or is it just yesterday night? Went for dota yesterday night with my cousin & his friends until 1am without the thought that I still need to wake up early the next day for work.

Haihz, so sad.

Oh ya, before I forget, thanks a lot, dai kah cher & Eve, for always providing me with inspiring encouragement and helpful advice whenever I'm sad,sorrowful, emo & ....well,all those big bad negative stuffs. Not forgetting, hazel & mi_kit as well. Thank you guys.

So tired.

Sleepy also.

Somemore tomorrow still need to work.

Need to get my sleep now.

I'm off.

l i f e

Study, work, retire, die.

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Is this the destiny that every human have to face in their lives?

This question came out of the blue when I was working today. A very serious, logical question, fresh from the brain of a depressionist. Ironic, isn't it? I suppose to imagine when my pathetic life will come to a better tomorrow, yet this question totally blew everything out.

God (if there is ever one), why do I have to suffer in this life with so much problems and live with such sorrow? I know I'm considered very lucky as compared to other people in this world; I have a perfect human body, no disabilities, a caring family, stable job, friends, an IT degree, my own vehicle, etc.. but why do I still feel sad, sorrow & lost? Is there something I miss along my 23 years of existence in this world? If yes, I don't expect you to come down here & tell me straight to the face.

Just....

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Return my soul to me.

Return my joy & appreciation for life.

Return...

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My life.

t i r e d

Seriously, I can't clearly define what I'm feeling right now.

Today is supposed to be a Monday. A freaking WORKING DAY.

Yet...

I'm sitting at home right now.

NO, I'm not fired.

I took a day off to relax myself, simply by just sitting at home.

I feel so....

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tired.

Who can help to cure that fatigue inside me?