Wednesday, December 30, 2009

p h o n e


Ohh gosh.


After barely 2 weeks when this terrible incident happened to me, now another misfortune hits me before I can even recover completely from the pain I've been through.


Yes.


I lost my phone.


Actually I don't really lose too much if I merely lose an ordinary phone. But this....this phone of mine have served me for almost 2 and a half years. And it have been through all the joy and pain in my life, especially when the joy was at its peak....when everything seems to be so perfect with L by my side. The joy when I graduated from university. The joy when we still kept in touch, deeply in love despite the distance that separated us. The lovely communication I kept with my friends. The friend who will always be by my side to keep me connected to the world.


And now....




In a brink of eye.....it's gone.


All gone.



And what's left is the memory of me, holding my dear, red Sony Ericsson Z530i in my hands.



It's such a pain to see you go, but from another angle, I guess it's time for me to bid farewell to a friend who have accompanied me through the thick and thin of life....for the past 2 and a half years.



Rest in peace, my friend. You will never be forgotten......same goes to you, my dear CJ 905. I will always remember both 25th and 30th December, the days when both of you, my faithful friends, left me for Sanctuary.



For now....



I guess I'll need to re-organize my phone contact's backup from my PC. For those who know me & are reading this right now, please do sms / email me your phone number ASAP. Fyi I'll still be using my old Maxis number, as I just got the replacement SIM from Maxis.



Thank you, guys.



And not forgetting you, Mr Z530i.


Sunday, December 13, 2009

s u d d e n

It all happened so........so sudden.


1 long month since I last posted something here. Pardon me for the lack of updates due to a really sudden incident which happened end of last month.....23rd November to be exact. An incident which changed the remainder course of my life....and I'm really serious with what I've promised myself. I......I should have seen it coming earlier, it's just ignorance clouded my thoughts, insecurity failed my vision. I'm doomed.


And the only way I've thought to make myself forget about this terrible incident is to make myself busy. Busy with work. Working for 10+ hours per day. Trying hard to overcome myself with fatigue after work & loading up with work stress.

But still....

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It all comes back to me in the end.

Ohhh my inner soul, please help me.

Sorrow never tend to cease at its peak.