Friday, February 12, 2010

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Random Chinese New Year decoration at Mid Valley Megamall, KL.


DISCLAIMER : This post might sound offending to certain parties. As such, my deepest apologies if I either directly or unintentionally said something inappropriate. So sorry, it's merely words from the heart.


The time of the year comes again.


Yet another over-rated Chinese event. And coincidentally, Valentine's Day falls on the exact same day as the 1st day of the Chinese lunar calendar.


This year....


I'll not be celebrating both Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day on a high scale. The former will be merely passed on with no temple visiting whatsoever (as always), while the latter have to be substituted by the company of my good ol' friend, Loneliness due to the absence of L. Well, at least she's still my friend now.


Miss P, I'm not as tough and optimistic in life like what you always do for conservation, as you.


Miss G, I don't have strong self-confidence and positivity to get on with life, as you.


Miss E, I don't have many friends, strong faith and bonding with Him, as you.


I just want to be alone.


All alone.


No one to bother and disturb my deep thoughts.

And let the sorrow swallow me whole.



From there, I will be whole again.