(This is another delayed post. Originally posted on 08:49PM, 13/07/09 Monday)
I have already reached the island of Kapas by the time I'm writing this post. It's already coming to the end of my 2nd day staying here, & will be back at the mainland tomorrow noon.
Initially I've thought that time flies so much faster when I'm back in PJ, but the exact same thing happens here in Kapas Island as well. Time flies the same speed here, & before I realise it, it's already day 2 of my island trip. Well, it's a good thing too since as far as I'm here, everything here kind of suck. Yes, you read that right. SUCK. The chalet room here sucks bad, there's no hot shower in here, room service are inefficient, food sucks real bad, & overall layout is kind of worn out. The only thing that deserves compliment are the polite & friendly staff, & most importantly....the beach.
Ahh, who can forget the beach & the sea?
Seaside, I really don't know how to thank you well enough for accompanying me this whole afternoon. "You" heard all my whines about work, life, lost love, confusion & also felt my tears as well. "You" never cease to be bored of what I'm telling "you"...instead you comforted me with your gentle waves & fine sands. When "you" listened about me saying that I have reached crossroads at my career & currently wasting my youth & time at a place where I don't learn & advance, "you" beamed with anger by showing me your rough waves. When "you" listened & see me crying for a love lost after deep affection for 3 long years, "you" comforted me with gentle waves & soft winds. It's as if "you" are really listening to what I'm saying. "You" are so much different from my other friends, or should I say, most of my friends. Most of them would just say the same old thing again, again & again. Time will heal, time will heal, let time cure your pain. Words are so easily said than done. Some of them just come to me, gave me a pat at the back, & tell the same old stuffs again. Yes, I do understand their intentions to make me feel better, but what I really, really need is someone who truly listens what I wanna say, leave me to cry my heart out, doesn't object or disagree what I'm saying although it might interfere with their thought (I'm not being possessive or dictative; these are simply matters from the heart & there are no right or wrong), & most importantly, understand what I truly want in the future. This might sound impossible to fulfill but yes, I have finally found "you". Come to think of it, travelling 500km from KL to here, looking for "you" isn't such a wasted effort after all. Ignore those people who keep telling me "what the heck am I going to an island alone?" or thinks that I'm some psychotic id*ot who is anti-social & doesn't mix with other people on trips.
For my career path, I have decided not to continue doing what I'm currently doing, stop wasting my time & youth at this place & move on to another better opportunity. Ironically, when I was talking to "you" about my career today, the company which I went for interview last week, called me up & offered me the position I've applied with a salary increment of about 30%. The coincidence is unexplainable, but indeed lovely & timely. After much consideration, I've agreed to the offer & called them back to confirm my start date.
From relationship wise & matters from the heart.....
.
..
...
It's not healed at all.
Tears continue to roll, sorrow continues to be felt, life have to "forcibly" move on for the sake of the upcoming new career path.
I still miss you, L.
I have already reached the island of Kapas by the time I'm writing this post. It's already coming to the end of my 2nd day staying here, & will be back at the mainland tomorrow noon.
Initially I've thought that time flies so much faster when I'm back in PJ, but the exact same thing happens here in Kapas Island as well. Time flies the same speed here, & before I realise it, it's already day 2 of my island trip. Well, it's a good thing too since as far as I'm here, everything here kind of suck. Yes, you read that right. SUCK. The chalet room here sucks bad, there's no hot shower in here, room service are inefficient, food sucks real bad, & overall layout is kind of worn out. The only thing that deserves compliment are the polite & friendly staff, & most importantly....the beach.
Ahh, who can forget the beach & the sea?
Seaside, I really don't know how to thank you well enough for accompanying me this whole afternoon. "You" heard all my whines about work, life, lost love, confusion & also felt my tears as well. "You" never cease to be bored of what I'm telling "you"...instead you comforted me with your gentle waves & fine sands. When "you" listened about me saying that I have reached crossroads at my career & currently wasting my youth & time at a place where I don't learn & advance, "you" beamed with anger by showing me your rough waves. When "you" listened & see me crying for a love lost after deep affection for 3 long years, "you" comforted me with gentle waves & soft winds. It's as if "you" are really listening to what I'm saying. "You" are so much different from my other friends, or should I say, most of my friends. Most of them would just say the same old thing again, again & again. Time will heal, time will heal, let time cure your pain. Words are so easily said than done. Some of them just come to me, gave me a pat at the back, & tell the same old stuffs again. Yes, I do understand their intentions to make me feel better, but what I really, really need is someone who truly listens what I wanna say, leave me to cry my heart out, doesn't object or disagree what I'm saying although it might interfere with their thought (I'm not being possessive or dictative; these are simply matters from the heart & there are no right or wrong), & most importantly, understand what I truly want in the future. This might sound impossible to fulfill but yes, I have finally found "you". Come to think of it, travelling 500km from KL to here, looking for "you" isn't such a wasted effort after all. Ignore those people who keep telling me "what the heck am I going to an island alone?" or thinks that I'm some psychotic id*ot who is anti-social & doesn't mix with other people on trips.
For my career path, I have decided not to continue doing what I'm currently doing, stop wasting my time & youth at this place & move on to another better opportunity. Ironically, when I was talking to "you" about my career today, the company which I went for interview last week, called me up & offered me the position I've applied with a salary increment of about 30%. The coincidence is unexplainable, but indeed lovely & timely. After much consideration, I've agreed to the offer & called them back to confirm my start date.
From relationship wise & matters from the heart.....
.
..
...
It's not healed at all.
Tears continue to roll, sorrow continues to be felt, life have to "forcibly" move on for the sake of the upcoming new career path.
I still miss you, L.
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